.I've never wanted to be with someone
as much as I want to be with you,
and that scares me, because I don't
know if you want to be with me.
you will never know how it feels to have
the one person who means everything to you,
make you feel like you're nothing
Don't talk to me, Don't smile at me,
Don't even look at me. Because I'm not
Going to let myself fall for you again
i can yell at you, be mad at you, say
stupid things & take them back, even
pretend i hate you.. but nobody in the
whole world cares about you more than me
& everytime a boy breaks your heart
you'll move on & find a new one & you
think; maybe this boy won't be like the rest.
but in the end he lets you down just like
all the others, leading you to think all
boys will break your heart
he's one of those guys that you think you
have a chance with. the way he looks at you,
that smile he gives you, that laugh he only
laughs when he's around you. he's one of
those guys that you finally realize you don't
have a chance with until its too late, when
all the damage is already done. he's the kind
of guy you realize you have absolutely no
chance with until after he breaks your heart
but after all that you still hold on longer
cause i'm not the kind of girl who gives up
j u s t l i k e t h a t.
isn`t it funny how when you want it the most you can`t have it?
& when you have it, you don`t care & once you lose it
you`d do anything to get it back?
when i walk by the two of you together it seems your voice gets louder,
your smile gets bigger & you hold her even tighter
it`s as if you want to prove a point .. you want to show me your happy
well i`ll let you know something, your point is proven
& you`ve achieved your goal because if it`s sorrow you want me to be in
don`t worry, you took care of that a long time ago
i wanna get to the point where no matter what happens
no matter how long we go without being together
& no matter how many fights we get in ..
that all we need is a kiss & suddently,
we remember why we love each other so much
there are three types of people in this world
the ones who keep you alive
the ones who`d otherwise cause you to die
& the ones who somehow manage to do both at the same time
i love how i get butterflies in my stomach when i see you....
and i love how if i ever told you that you wouldnt care!!!!!!!
Why is it that i used to love you..&& you never loved me
but now that i have moved on you seem to want to love me again?
When i fell in love with you, i thought you were the perfect guy for me,then i realised the perfect guy for me was standing beside you!
that is all for now!
ilyx3
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